The Crowd Cried

Yes, this is what happened at my ex's wedding last night.  According to my son.   My son left as soon as the "wedding" was over, because he felt ridiculous watching all these people cry.  I haven't got the courage to ask him who was crying, because so many of my ex family in law was … Continue reading The Crowd Cried

The Gift of Me

  Tonight, after a particularly contentious legal day,  I sit writing. I am surrounded by the candles and Christmas decorations I've accumulated through the years, and wondering what they mean.  This is my 3rd Christmas separated, and it is the hardest, and I've been pondering this.  I'm sitting at my dining room table with the … Continue reading The Gift of Me

Divorcing a Covert Narcissist Really Hurts

After 2 1/2 years of this  divorce process you'd think I would be over the pain.   After all that has happened, during our marriage and during the divorce, I am still amazed when I feel like I've taken a dagger to my heart. I know my spouse is a psychopath.  I know he messed … Continue reading Divorcing a Covert Narcissist Really Hurts