Swimming in a Sea Of Insanity

  “It hurts to look at the clouds, but it also helps, like most things that cause pain.” ― Matthew Quick, The Silver Linings Playbook When my middle son was a toddler he would ask me questions.  A lot of questions.  Questions I couldn't answer.  He didn't ask the usual unanswerable questions, like "why is … Continue reading Swimming in a Sea Of Insanity

Good Luck, Other Woman

Sometimes I write and write and feel like I've never really gotten to the heart of the matter.  This blog is like that.  I feel the message I'm trying to deliver, but my words feel inadequate, shallow, frivolous.  I'll keep going, but I know that on some level I am blocking the root issue.  Maybe … Continue reading Good Luck, Other Woman

Regrets

For some time after my separation I told myself I had no regrets.  I felt such shame and humiliation, this was my only way to reserve what little self-respect I had.  What better way to protect your ego then to believe that you have No Regrets, I would do it all the same given the … Continue reading Regrets